Feature Of Life

I am amazed by this feature of our lives, something the life terribly slows, then, on the contrary, terribly accelerates. Yesterday I was no use to anyone, and today I have three propositions for how to spend the evening and one is more interesting than another. I’m to use freedom of choice right and determine, what I'll do this evening.

Non-stop

I live nearly non-stop. Over the last 24 hours I slept no more than three hours. The brain desperately doesn’t want to “go off”. I feel like a biological robot. I’m very sleepy, but I do not feel tired and yawn and I work ... I thought that a walk would help. The walk didn’t help

Generation Gap

Yesterday I communicated with representatives of today’s youth, I felt what the big difference is between me and them. I’ve understand that I am completely different and think in the other categories. Amazingly for me, I was only 5 or 10 years older, but completely different. Yes, generations differ.

Generation Gap, today’s youth

Khortitsya Beach.

Bathed, slept on the sand. Felt the pacification and harmony. Sincerely ignored the drunken faces, chattering old hags, noisy children. It was a quite petty, but happiness. What else is to add? Probably other words are superfluous.

Relaxed well, now would be to gather my thoughts...

One time in my life is over. Another period has not yet begun. I’m in a protracted pause. However, this pause is already beginning to pall. There are some problems and they need to be solved. I firmly decided to gather my thoughts and solve these problems. I fully back to the working rhythm.

Bohemian Life

The full meaning of the phrase "Bohemian Life" you get to know best when three or four days you take part in something actively. You haven’t yet had time to relax at one place, and you need to go to the other ... You gather your strength and balance of spirit and go forward to new challenges, to new conversations about higher matters, to the sitting before the dawn ...

Closing In Myself

It is harmful to close in yourself. You begin to be nostalgic about the unknown things, to find a hidden meaning of yourself. All these studies are dangerous and unpredictable. You are almost 25 and you've found almost everything you need for the spiritual harmony. Almost all ... I feel keen need of the introspection and auditory training. The psyche is arranged in a strange way .